something seems to be wrong...
that voice and tone... i think i vaguely heard it before...
the ignorance and brutality in that voice...
is finally making me see the real picture...
what do you take me for?

that conversation keeps replaying in my head....
like a fucking broken record that won't go away...
i hate myself..
i hate you for making me hate myself...
i hate you for making me feel the pain...
i hate you for making my eyes burn and well up in tears.

i hate to cry.. and you made me cry.