Monday, April 20, 2009

novelty.. I hate that word.

Everything about you tugs at my heartstrings...

You say..“she loves you".. But wait..

"She don’t love you like I love you.”

Familiar, I say the same now. Today. Tomorrow.

Every single day ever since.

Skips a beat, every beat, and it’s all for you.
I’m your fool.



What's novelty they say?

It's new and unique, fresh and exciting.

Pursuing novelty in life, is that an innate characteristic in humans?

They say, everyone cheats, it's human nature.

So why do they cheat?

NOVELTY.

For a long time, i believed that temptations and pursuits of novelty can be curbed.

Because, it's always about choices.

Examples around me, have proven my belief wrong.

And i'm losing that faith.

The faith i have in someone, i can trust with my life, who will never cheat.

But i guess, there isn't such a person in the world.

Or maybe it lies in his personality.

I cannot comprehend.

A man who's cheated once, can cheat again.

Only because, novelty is something that never goes away.

It'll always be there.

So no matter how hard you fight it, and how much you'd wanna keep him...

If it's in him...and he makes the wrong choice.. it'll happen again.

And everytime it happens, it feels like someone put a hand to your heart

and gave it a good, hard squeeze.

So maybe.. our mentalities just have to change.

Otherwise hearts don't shatter to pieces you can pick up anymore..

It just turns to powder everytime you get hurt..

And it gets smaller.... and smaller...



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