I couldn’t bring myself to say it when I heard his voice.
But I know I had to..

And…
All of a sudden, I didn’t know what I was doing.
All of a sudden, I started to doubt myself.
All of a sudden, I think I felt lost.
All of a sudden, the courage that I had building up.. was all gone..

My mind went into a blank.
I just wanna turn back time and take back the things I’ve said.
But I know (its too late to apologise) now..

i guess i've mistaken you for somebody else..
Somebody who gave a damn..
Somebody more like myself..

Your thoughtless words just took me by surprise..

It became ‘me wanting it that way’..
It became him not wanting me to feel weird.
When that wasn’t what I meant..
I just wanted him to know that you can’t pretend nothing happened when you said what you said so bluntly.
I can’t help it if other people don’t feel, but I do.
I just wanted him to realise he was being insensitive.
I just wanted him to know how I felt.
It’s probably all wrong.. since it turned out the way it did huh…

But it’s too late now, is it?

i wish i had amnesia..