Am i better off this way?
If i'm supposed to, why don't i feel like it?
I'm trying to get the drive i lost, when i was lost in you.
Everything between you and me, was almost everything about you.
I lost myself and all that i believed in.
Blind and guiltless i was, hoping fate twists around and bat for my team...
Just this once...

Turned out, as fate had always planned...
No detours, no miracles, no consideration.
A cruel selfless lie.
So huge, i can no longer breathe.
A dagger through my heart, every minute...
A few inches deeper