pathetic. that's what i am.
oh i laugh at myself to think that you would have thought differently.
but no, i was wrong.

me and the passer-by on the street. are the same. equal.
i'm no different, whatever i do and whatever i've done.
foolishness, i wonder.

and oh, how i actually miss you.

plain pathetic, foolish and extremely retarded.

my dumb self.