I feel like I’m dreaming… maybe even floating through my days….
I seem to have lost all focus on anything and everything…
I can’t think straight, I can’t concentrate…
I caught myself staring into space a couple of times…
And I almost walked right into the tracks at the MRT station…

I’m just going to places everyday… cos I’m supposed to.
I’m doing things everyday.. . cos I’m supposed to.
I’m dealing with things everyday… cos I’m supposed to.
I’m even saying the words everyday… just cos I’m supposed to.

Not because I want to…

I’m forgetting important dates and deadlines.
I’m forgetting what needs to be followed up just from the day before about work or school.
I’m forgetting where I place things around the house, when I just bought them.

Will I lose myself one day? Maybe I’ll just forget who I am when I wake up tomorrow.
There are so many things in my head that I just want to do… yet my feet stays plastered to the ground…
I don’t move, and my brain doesn’t work...

I’m lost and tired.
What exactly of, I don’t know.